Liberation

i have struggled for many months with a certain issue/sin. it has pushed me away from my Maker and some of my friends. it has weighed heavily on my heart, consuming my thoughts, not allowing me to feel free to share my pain. i let it become a giant wall between me and the outside world. i recently read a book called Boy Meets Girl by: Joshua Harris and though the issue is unrelated the book helped me understand some things i had been struggling with. the timeless truths of the Bible penetrated through the lies i had told myself for so long. i have finally come to terms with things and i realize that dwelling on them only makes things worse. for a long time i would think to myself....well i know that God is in control and he has my best interest in mind, but wat if i dont like wats best for me? wat if i cant find happiness in wat God decides should happen? i see now how silly that idea is because God wants me to have joy and delight, not in things or circumstances, but in Him! Praise God for liberating me from my own pit of darkness!! may God be glorified in me for i am satisfied in Him.