Turning 18

When you turn 18 you don’t automatically become an adult just because the world recognizes you as one. iv really been finding this out lately. i am sooooo not an adult yet, im still such a spoiled little kid lol. ya iv gotta make some of my own choices now, and i get to sign my own medical release lol but i dont hav any huge responsibilities, besides skool. the jobs i hva r total no brainers. i watch kids a LOT! and come on wat 13 yr. old cant do that?? not saying its a bad job just cuz it isnt hard, just saying doesnt take much on my part. im still learning how to be an adult. taking ownership for mistakes, humility (thats a hard one), taking responsibility instead of running to mom and dad for everything. i think next year is gonna be a rude awakening. im gonna be on my own a lot more. having to make my own appointments, managing my own bank account, making sure i get to class on time, going to job interviews....and so on. my parents hav been cultivating this independance in me all my life but until i step up to the plate it isnt gonna do much good, so im gonna try to accept more rewponsibilities and adult attitudes now so that i dont hav to freak out later lol.