Spitting Out the Seeds

i think i may be finally past the initial crushing. i hope im not speaking too soon. i just hav to keep telling myself "u will get past this", "u will get over it" yesterday i was in an almost giddy mood and im sure that was just a realease of tention but today i feel better than i have in a long time. "happiness is a choice" as my mom would say and its tru, even in such extreme circumstances. in my blurb Too Hard To Get i said "Do we give up when life hands us lemons, or do we stand up and make lemonade? I personally don’t care for lemonade so this analogy doesn’t work for me. How about; when life hands you lemons bite into one, make a funny face, and spit out the seeds. Taste the bitterness and move on. Don’t wallow in misery sipping from it occasionally. Learn from the experience but don’t return to it daily." today i am spitting out the seeds.