A Future To Look Forward To

we had such a gorgeous spring day today, absolutely marvelous. after school i stayed outside until i had to go watch the kids and then we stayed outside at the park almost the whole time. at the park the cutest little girl named Sarah played with Darcen and Alyssa while her dad helped me keep track of them. we had so much fun, and sarah told me all about the things she could do for example "i tan go willy willy fast on my bike" i cant wait to have a family of my own. to be a mother is a high calling and as a nanny i am learning how demanding it can be. but at the end of the day when im reading a story or singing a lullaby to help them forget childish fears and go to sleep....its all worth it. and to think that some woman give up such a wonderful gift, i cant imagine. im excited for the day when i will stand at the alter and declare my love and devotion to God and my future husband and then comes what i believe to be my true calling, Kids, but not just any kids MY kids.