Realizations

ok so im already starting to realize a few things after my Mexico trip. one of them is that it is extremely easy to be kind and encouraging to those who r kind and encouraging, but insanely difficult to be kind and encouraging to those who are not. im struggling to hold on to the attitude towards people and things that i formed while in Basconcobe. i think that the people who arent dont realize it, and i didnt really either before but now im finding out just how bad my own attitude was before our trip. my goal is to hold my "sunny disposition" and shine it on those around me. please pray for me in this because im already having difficulties and i think a lot of that is because i once again have the luxeries of my american lifestyle. i need to be able to live the way i have been but less selfishly and i guess like more going with the flow and not always having to have things my own way. i miss my Mexico family but im glad to be back with my family family. monkey boy gets home tomorrow and midget man hasnt been too bad so we're all doin great. i need to go do my devos and get in bed. ttfn luv ya all lots. night